You Are Somewhat Competitive
Like most people, you feel like a little healthy competition is good for you sometimes. You like to be motivated.
And no matter whether you win or lose, you are a good sport. You take competition seriously, but not too seriously.
You know that you have to compete to win, but sometimes you don't feel like competing - and that's okay.
Just the fact that you are willing to compete puts you ahead of 99% of all people.